.........what is the criteria for a good thing...really, honestly, what is "good" i mean things can be not bad but not good, for example, pot that sells for 30 dollars and eigth is not bad, by anymeans, i mean hell its pot, but certainly when measured against some other pot, can not be deemed as good... but then i guess that all relies on the way that you stratify levels of "goodness" i mean honestly, if you think about it, everything but one thing is good, or everything but one thing is bad....so is anything anything?... if i pick up a gun and i dont shoot somebody is that good because i could have iced like nine people, or is it bad because what the fuck am i doing holding a gun, i could have killed people...i mean its questions like this that make me sad to be human, so completely oblivious in nature to the world around us... as if our perceptions of good and bad, or the morals set forth thousands of years ago by whoever was rich enough to start the local church at the time, mean anything whatsoever.....come on i mean seriously are we so afraid of every fucking thing around us that there has to be a separation between good and bad....i guess i personally think that nothing means anything...life maybe...but thats questionalbe, i dont think that your birth instantly makes you the person you are, but i cant avoid the fact that being born does empricially guarantee death, and i guess everyone is born deserves the chance to fight death as long as they can....so sure, life means something because it sure as hell is a lot of fun, and whos right is it to take anyone elses chance away from them...of course thats just on the grand scale...sure a persons life can be worth alot to them, or to those around them, I myself have been ascribed worth by many people....but then again, anything anyone says can only be as important to you as they are themselves. so of course positions are biased, and no one can tell anything...so i guess i like everyone else am worthless...i mean come on there 6,000,000,000 of us here at a conservative estimate, that renders each and every one of us (1.67x10 ^ -10)% of the human population
if that number right there doesnt ground you a little, then fuck you, stop reading, leave my journal right now, because your an asshole and fucking stupid one at that...shit kids come on, one sixth, of one hundred millionth of a percent, its kind of depressing, because we all have to live together, so we have to divide between one, we cant all just do our own thing with complete disregard for those around us and then just say there are six billion of us all with a 100 percent share of the population of the space we take up....does anyone else ever feel like even though the world is great and i know its all we have, that its bullshit, and you just wish people could think the right way.....goddamnit....what the hell is the right way....fucking sextus empiricus...fucking criterion.......i can just tell im going to write alot tonight